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Quito, Ecuador, Monday, October 14, 2019 [daytime]
With the altitude--Quito is 9,350 (2,850) feet in the air--the morning dawned clear, crisp and cool. We'd recommend packing a sweatshirt for the city bus tour, which will leave at 9 in the morning. You have plenty of time to grab breakfast and a trip to the gym before then.
Up and at 'em, Fandom! Ecuador awaits!
Up and at 'em, Fandom! Ecuador awaits!
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(She still had a bar of chocolate in her bag for him. But, like, she also had chocolate for Vette too. That was different.)
It took... more courage than Nina was expecting to drift on over to her brother (her brother, not that he knew it) and say, more hopefully than she wanted to admit, "Is, like, this seat taken??????????"
And then, despite herself, she couldn't help but shift a bit awkwardly while waiting for his answer.
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"Hey," he said, slowly, "Nina..."
Despite the attempts to distract himself with photography, Prompto had been doing a lot of thinking since the other day, and he'd gone through a rather jerk-neck roller coaster ride of emotions and came out in the end still not sure how he felt. But he did know he couldn't really stay mad at her, no matter how much she deserved it, and he was actually mostly just feeling bad about just how mad he actually was. And, in that moment, finally faced with Nina after all that time worrying about her, fearing the worst, trying to convince himself that everything was fine...
He stood up, he opened his arms, and he pulled her into the sort of hug that even she would probably struggle to get out of.
"Don't you ever, ever, ever," he said, glad that she couldn't see all the hurt and anger and relief on his face right now because of the hug, "do that again."
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Then his words filtered through and she was left--
What? Huh?
"Do what??????????????" Nina said, honestly confused, trying not to drop her drink, and hugging him back at the same time. "Be annoyed with you about Foomy????????????????"
Because this was a bit much in response to her saying she was disappointed in how he'd treated her pet but, like, Nina didn't know what else was wrong.
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Though there was a small sound--a breath of a laugh? A grunt of indignation? Even Prompto didn't know--at her bringing up Foomy now.
"Just disappear like that!" he told her. "We didn't know where you were, even what you were doing, when you'd be back! You weren't responding to any of our texts or our calls...We didn't know if you were safe, if you were hurt, if you were d--" Look, he'd seen futures where Nina wound up dead due to stupid crap like this, he was allowed to get a little choked up over it, especially since he'd studiously been trying to deny that possibility all week, and now some of his anger over it was starting to creep back in again "--dead, nothing! You can't do that, Nina! What the hell were thinking???"
She wasn't thinking, and that was the problem, she was just thinking about herself, and didn't even care who was left to deal with the grim possibilities.
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Admittedly, last time had been almost a year ago, but...
Nina had thought she'd covered her bases here!
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Because this was Prompto, and she was still confused, she shut up and listened.
It... it sounded an awful lot like he was saying 'I love you' over and over. Like it was 'you're my family' on repeat and, despite what she'd disappeared for two weeks to do that still caught her off guard since she was sure of wanting to be his sister. She was less sure of him wanting to be her brother.
"I'm sorry," she ventured, in a small voice, feeling like she wanted to cry and wanted to start giggling all at once because, like, however he reacted when he found out...
Wasn't this what a brother was supposed to do?
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"You should be," he added, "but it's okay. Just don't ever do that again, okay? At least, you know, let us know where you're going, or give us an idea of how long you'll be, or, you know, answer your godsdamn texts, Nina, I've been worried sick pretty much all week!"
And there was one more slight pause before he pulled back, so he could look at her face, frowning, looking for any signs of anything he should be worried about. "But you're okay, right? Everything went okay?"
He knew he was fussing, but he just couldn't help it.
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Now.
There had definitely been hairs out of place when she'd fled from daemons but, like, he didn't need to know that.
"I didn't realize you would be," she said, which wasn't the same as not thinking about it, if looked at sideways. "I mean, like, I know you guys care but I didn't........... I didn't realize................"
It sounded stupid, the way it was coming out, that she hadn't realized they'd care that she was gone, while she knew they cared about her, but it was true.
"I thought it would be okay," she said, "since you guys knew I was gone, so you wouldn't worry..................."
It was so strange, to be scolded and to hate it and to revel in it too.
"I, um, I............. didn't have my phone on me, for most of the trip. It was.......... mailed back to the island for safety's sake."
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But then she had to throw in that last part, and the gawking went from confused to just plain baffled.
"Nina," he said, "what? Why would you mail your phone back to the island??"
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"Because, like, if I was captured then my phone had way too much information on it," she said reasonably.
It had made sense to her! It… still made sense to her.
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"And what if something would have happened?" he asked. "How would you have gotten a hold of any of us? Just set it with a deconstruct mod for if you ever get caught, and how's someone from your world even going to know what to do with a phone even if they did get their hands on it?"
After all, he had no reason to believe this secret mission of hers would have taken place anywhere else. Considering she didn't even tell them where she was going!
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But, at the same time, Nina didn't want him to fixate on that bit, so she hurried on.
"Besides, like, if I needed help, I had a burner phone with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I needed it, I'd have been able to reach help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Not that she would have called—years of working solo, of never being able or intended to work with others meant the habit of being self-sufficient was hard to break—but she could have.
Even if Nina hadn't brought the burner phone along for that.
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"And as for why I didn't think that--why would I?" Nina demanded. "No one ever cared before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I came back alive then that was good enough, 'Good girl, Nina, did you get what we needed' never mind how many times I could have died or been injured on the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do you think I always have healing magic on me????????????????? Because no one else is going to help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
But, hey, being mad at him meant she was stepping back enough to resentfully take a sip of her drink.
It… it was a good thing that most the people around them spoke Spanish, wasn't it?
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"But it's not like that anymore, Nina!" he called out, exasperated. "You're a part of a team now, and you don't just leave your team in the lurch like that! How can you just stand there and act like you honestly believe me and Vette don't care, like we wouldn't be the first ones to drop everything to come and help you out if you needed it? Is that what you really think of us, huh?"
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"It's not about thinking badly about either of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know you both care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Though knowing and understanding were two very different things and Nina was… not super-hot on that second one. "I know you both say you'd come help me if I needed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But what if you can't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Because… because Nina wasn't the most important person ever. She wasn't even a little bit important. Sure, she was maybe important to a few people, but that was a different kind of important.
"What if you're out with Noctis and he needs you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You're part of his guard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It doesn't matter how badly I need help, then, you're with him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He has to be your priority!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even worse, what if you're on your way to help me and he calls and needs you????????????????????????? And Vette------------------------"
Nina stomped her foot.
"There's places Vette can't go because she's not human!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know she'd come for me if I needed help but I'm not going to call her just to get her killed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not worth her life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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… Again, not that she'd have used it to call for help, but…
"How is a team supposed to work????????????????????" she demanded. "Because, like, there's no such thing as a team of spies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At most they might operate with a partner but most spies work alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It doesn't mean I love you any less!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and Vette so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just………………. don't know what you want from me………… I don't want to bother people, or expect things from them when I have no right to expect them…………….."
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True. But she'd bombarded him with texts every two days until he'd come back.
"But I can't stay in constant contact while I'm on a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bet your parents don't either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not safe to always be in contact with people back home when you're in the middle of work like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not safe to make those you love a target!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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Nina took a deep breath.
“What if, like, when I’m off I contact you every three days?????????????????” she offered. “And, if, I know ahead of time if I can’t make contact on time, I’ll let you know???????????????? In return, though, if I don’t make a contact don’t freak out right away———-wait a day, sometimes things come up………………………”
She hesitated. “Would...... would that be better?????????????”
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He looked like he might have wanted to say more there, but...he didn't. He stopped. He wanted to go on, but he knew it would just lead them around in circles, and that wouldn't do them any good. He already knew she'd object to him saying that then, at least, they could know where to start looking.
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“But————,” Nina cut herself off before that objection got too far. Oh, but she hated it! “How about what world I’m going to?????????????????”
She didn’t like that either, but she was trying to compromise.
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