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Steve Rogers ([personal profile] heroic_jawline) wrote in [community profile] fh_trips2019-10-14 08:03 am

Quito, Ecuador, Monday, October 14, 2019 [daytime]

With the altitude--Quito is 9,350 (2,850) feet in the air--the morning dawned clear, crisp and cool. We'd recommend packing a sweatshirt for the city bus tour, which will leave at 9 in the morning. You have plenty of time to grab breakfast and a trip to the gym before then.

Up and at 'em, Fandom! Ecuador awaits!
bookbeltof_love: (seriously considering)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-14 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
In the end, Nina got a big fancy chocolate drink for herself and purposefully didn't buy one for Prompto because, like, she wasn't sure if he was mad at her or not, but he was definitely avoiding her and buying a drink felt too much like an apology when she wasn't sure what she'd done wrong?

(She still had a bar of chocolate in her bag for him. But, like, she also had chocolate for Vette too. That was different.)

It took... more courage than Nina was expecting to drift on over to her brother (her brother, not that he knew it) and say, more hopefully than she wanted to admit, "Is, like, this seat taken??????????"

And then, despite herself, she couldn't help but shift a bit awkwardly while waiting for his answer.
hashtag_chocobro: (...whoa)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-14 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Prompto had been a bit distracted trying to decipher exactly what he was seeing on his viewer screen--was it a bush? His finger on the lens? Look, they couldn't all be perfect--when he heard that question and looked up. Blinked. His mouth seemed to hang open just slightly as his brain tried to switch gears in a way that he was pretty sure people could hear.

"Hey," he said, slowly, "Nina..."

Despite the attempts to distract himself with photography, Prompto had been doing a lot of thinking since the other day, and he'd gone through a rather jerk-neck roller coaster ride of emotions and came out in the end still not sure how he felt. But he did know he couldn't really stay mad at her, no matter how much she deserved it, and he was actually mostly just feeling bad about just how mad he actually was. And, in that moment, finally faced with Nina after all that time worrying about her, fearing the worst, trying to convince himself that everything was fine...

He stood up, he opened his arms, and he pulled her into the sort of hug that even she would probably struggle to get out of.

"Don't you ever, ever, ever," he said, glad that she couldn't see all the hurt and anger and relief on his face right now because of the hug, "do that again."
bookbeltof_love: (huh???)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-14 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
She wasn't going to struggled out of it, though she was caught off-guard and made a squeaky noise of surprise as he enveloped her in a hug that she'd known she'd wanted but hadn't realized just how much she'd wanted it, until he was there.

Then his words filtered through and she was left--

What? Huh?

"Do what??????????????" Nina said, honestly confused, trying not to drop her drink, and hugging him back at the same time. "Be annoyed with you about Foomy????????????????"

Because this was a bit much in response to her saying she was disappointed in how he'd treated her pet but, like, Nina didn't know what else was wrong.
hashtag_chocobro: (deep breath)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-14 06:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Hope you weren't looking forward to getting any sips of that drink in anytime soon, Nina, because Prompto was definitely clinging.

Though there was a small sound--a breath of a laugh? A grunt of indignation? Even Prompto didn't know--at her bringing up Foomy now.

"Just disappear like that!" he told her. "We didn't know where you were, even what you were doing, when you'd be back! You weren't responding to any of our texts or our calls...We didn't know if you were safe, if you were hurt, if you were d--" Look, he'd seen futures where Nina wound up dead due to stupid crap like this, he was allowed to get a little choked up over it, especially since he'd studiously been trying to deny that possibility all week, and now some of his anger over it was starting to creep back in again "--dead, nothing! You can't do that, Nina! What the hell were thinking???"

She wasn't thinking, and that was the problem, she was just thinking about herself, and didn't even care who was left to deal with the grim possibilities.

bookbeltof_love: (o rly???)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-14 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"What??????????????" she said, bewildered and concerned now. The clinging, really, was least of her problems despite her drink being... well... alas, fancy drink, she'd get to you eventually! "What do you mean what was I thinking???????????? I let you guys know I was going!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And when I got back, I let you guys know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Last time, like, I didn't do either and no one cared?????????????????????"

Admittedly, last time had been almost a year ago, but...

Nina had thought she'd covered her bases here!
hashtag_chocobro: (frustration)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-14 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"Last time?" asked Prompto, because last time was so long ago, he didn't even really remember it. His brow furrowed, though, as he tried to remember, but it had been a very, very, very long year, and they had all been through a lot, so he shook his head. "Well, that was different. It's different now, and I do care, and you know that. You didn't tell us anything, Nina! Nothing! Except that you were going, and you were probably five miles out the door before then, too! You didn't respond to any of our messages, you didn't check it, all we could do was sit there and pretend not to be worried sick, and then you just come back and act like it's no big deal! If me or Vette had done something like that, we'd never hear the end of it! I was just about ready to start trying to go after you, and that would have been fun, considering we didn't even know where you were!"
bookbeltof_love: (thinking hard)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-14 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Nina opened her mouth, wanting to protest that she'd let them know she was leaving while she was still in the dorm building, but he kept on going, rolling on, until she'd either have had to get loud or shut up and listen.

Because this was Prompto, and she was still confused, she shut up and listened.

It... it sounded an awful lot like he was saying 'I love you' over and over. Like it was 'you're my family' on repeat and, despite what she'd disappeared for two weeks to do that still caught her off guard since she was sure of wanting to be his sister. She was less sure of him wanting to be her brother.

"I'm sorry," she ventured, in a small voice, feeling like she wanted to cry and wanted to start giggling all at once because, like, however he reacted when he found out...

Wasn't this what a brother was supposed to do?
hashtag_chocobro: (not buying it)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-14 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Good," said Prompto, after a while, because he was honestly a little surprised that there wasn't more objections and shouting from Nina. Maybe she just didn't want to cause a scene in public? He knew she probably wanted to argue with him about it, about how she was just doing what she thought was best or whatever, and he'd sort of been preparing for it, but then it didn't happen and now he was worried that something was really wrong if she wasn't even going to fight with him about it...

"You should be," he added, "but it's okay. Just don't ever do that again, okay? At least, you know, let us know where you're going, or give us an idea of how long you'll be, or, you know, answer your godsdamn texts, Nina, I've been worried sick pretty much all week!"

And there was one more slight pause before he pulled back, so he could look at her face, frowning, looking for any signs of anything he should be worried about. "But you're okay, right? Everything went okay?"

He knew he was fussing, but he just couldn't help it.
bookbeltof_love: (mistakes were made)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-14 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm fine," she said, feeling both exasperated and... well, touched about it. "Not a hair out of place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Now.

There had definitely been hairs out of place when she'd fled from daemons but, like, he didn't need to know that.

"I didn't realize you would be," she said, which wasn't the same as not thinking about it, if looked at sideways. "I mean, like, I know you guys care but I didn't........... I didn't realize................"

It sounded stupid, the way it was coming out, that she hadn't realized they'd care that she was gone, while she knew they cared about her, but it was true.

"I thought it would be okay," she said, "since you guys knew I was gone, so you wouldn't worry..................."

It was so strange, to be scolded and to hate it and to revel in it too.

"I, um, I............. didn't have my phone on me, for most of the trip. It was.......... mailed back to the island for safety's sake."
hashtag_chocobro: (duh whu?)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-15 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
How could she have possibly thought they wouldn't be worried? Prompto was gawking at Nina a little, shaking his head, wondering how, with everything they'd been through...

But then she had to throw in that last part, and the gawking went from confused to just plain baffled.

"Nina," he said, "what? Why would you mail your phone back to the island??"
bookbeltof_love: (that doesn't sound right)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-15 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Nina blinked at him.

"Because, like, if I was captured then my phone had way too much information on it," she said reasonably.

It had made sense to her! It… still made sense to her.
hashtag_chocobro: (leaning in a little)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-15 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
There was some basis of sense there, sure, but, if you asked Prompto, the reason for doing that were far outweighed by the reasons for not doing that.

"And what if something would have happened?" he asked. "How would you have gotten a hold of any of us? Just set it with a deconstruct mod for if you ever get caught, and how's someone from your world even going to know what to do with a phone even if they did get their hands on it?"

After all, he had no reason to believe this secret mission of hers would have taken place anywhere else. Considering she didn't even tell them where she was going!
bookbeltof_love: (WE'RE DOOMED)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-15 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"Who even said I was in my world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" she protested, riled. Because, well, he was right. If she'd been in her world, she wouldn't have worried about it.

But, at the same time, Nina didn't want him to fixate on that bit, so she hurried on.

"Besides, like, if I needed help, I had a burner phone with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I needed it, I'd have been able to reach help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Not that she would have called—years of working solo, of never being able or intended to work with others meant the habit of being self-sufficient was hard to break—but she could have.

Even if Nina hadn't brought the burner phone along for that.
hashtag_chocobro: (not buying it)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-15 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hey!" said Prompto, defensively, getting a little more riled up from her getting riled up at him, who didn't even do anything except feed a little jelly daemon some peanut butter and care! "Don't start getting mad at me for not knowing all of your secret plans! Or, what, are you mad at me for actually caring? Only thing you can be mad about me about is Foomy, and even then, you could have totally prevented that whole thing if you'd have just taken two seconds to think, 'oh, hey, maybe...just maybe...I should let Prompto and Vette know that I'm even still alive!"
bookbeltof_love: (excuse me????)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-15 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"Who even ignores a pet owner's instructions about their pet anyway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" she snapped, because yes, she was still mad about that, even though the fact he'd done it because he was worried about her, like, touched her too. "He's not allowed it for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"And as for why I didn't think that--why would I?" Nina demanded. "No one ever cared before!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I came back alive then that was good enough, 'Good girl, Nina, did you get what we needed' never mind how many times I could have died or been injured on the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do you think I always have healing magic on me????????????????? Because no one else is going to help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

But, hey, being mad at him meant she was stepping back enough to resentfully take a sip of her drink.

It… it was a good thing that most the people around them spoke Spanish, wasn't it?
hashtag_chocobro: (oh come on now)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-15 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
The Foomy stuff, they could get too later. Especially since Foomy was obviously fine, and he had warned her, but it wasn't exactly the important part right now.

"But it's not like that anymore, Nina!" he called out, exasperated. "You're a part of a team now, and you don't just leave your team in the lurch like that! How can you just stand there and act like you honestly believe me and Vette don't care, like we wouldn't be the first ones to drop everything to come and help you out if you needed it? Is that what you really think of us, huh?"
bookbeltof_love: (No you!)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-15 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Foomy was not obviously fine! He had a terrible peanut butter swirl in him! Owen had agreed that it was wrong.

"It's not about thinking badly about either of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know you both care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Though knowing and understanding were two very different things and Nina was… not super-hot on that second one. "I know you both say you'd come help me if I needed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But what if you can't!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Because… because Nina wasn't the most important person ever. She wasn't even a little bit important. Sure, she was maybe important to a few people, but that was a different kind of important.

"What if you're out with Noctis and he needs you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You're part of his guard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It doesn't matter how badly I need help, then, you're with him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He has to be your priority!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Even worse, what if you're on your way to help me and he calls and needs you????????????????????????? And Vette------------------------"

Nina stomped her foot.

"There's places Vette can't go because she's not human!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know she'd come for me if I needed help but I'm not going to call her just to get her killed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not worth her life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
hashtag_chocobro: (angry and dirty)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-15 05:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"All I'm hearing right now are excuses, Nina!" Prompto countered. "What if this, what if that. Well, what if we could have done something, huh? Like we wouldn't think of something, like we couldn't find some way to help. You don't even give us a chance! You just waltz off like no one cares about you, when you know full well we do, and we're just supposed to....accept it. I know this is all new to you, Nina, but that's not how a team works!"
bookbeltof_love: (huh???)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-15 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"But I didn't need your help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" she insisted. "I was fine, Prompto!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So there were a few monsters, I took care of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You're mad because of a what if too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry I worried you and Vette, I didn't mean to, but if I'd needed real, true help, I still had a phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

… Again, not that she'd have used it to call for help, but…

"How is a team supposed to work????????????????????" she demanded. "Because, like, there's no such thing as a team of spies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At most they might operate with a partner but most spies work alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It doesn't mean I love you any less!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and Vette so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just………………. don't know what you want from me………… I don't want to bother people, or expect things from them when I have no right to expect them…………….."
hashtag_chocobro: (i dunno!)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-15 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's not true, though!" Prompto objected. "My parents are spies, you know, and they're a team, they work together all the time, and have been since long before I was even in the picture. And you're not bothering us by letting us know you're safe, Nina, gods! You're doing us a favor that way, because otherwise, all we can do is wonder and worry and think all the worst thing while trying to pretend we're not bothered, we're not upset, even to each other. It's not even that hard! Just put yourself in our shoes for, like, two seconds. How would you feel if I went off with Noctis and the others, or Vette went off on a mission in space, and all we told you was that we were going and then you didn't hear back from us for weeks? Wouldn't you be worried, too? Wouldn't you feel, like, a million times better if you'd have just had some little kernel of knowledge that we were okay and that things were going well? We didn't have any of that! And, in those scenarios, you'd even know where we were, who we were with! It'd be like if I said 'okay, Nina, I've gotta go!' and disappeared and that was it."
bookbeltof_love: (excuse me????)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-15 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'd hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" she said vehemently. "I'd hate it, hate it, hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But when Vette goes off with Hera for a week without saying or if she and Sidon were to disappear for an off-world date that I find out about after the fact I wouldn't get after her for not having said!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never gave you garbage for running home without talking to us after a traumatic thing either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

True. But she'd bombarded him with texts every two days until he'd come back.

"But I can't stay in constant contact while I'm on a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bet your parents don't either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not safe to always be in contact with people back home when you're in the middle of work like that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's not safe to make those you love a target!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
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Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-15 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
"But I'm not even asking for constant!" Little Miss A-Million-Text-Messages. "All I'm asking for is something! You didn't even tell us where you were! And I'm sorry if you feel it's not fair for me to be this upset with you, but that's how I feel and I can't help that! I get where you're coming from, I really do, but come on! You can't just do that and expect us...expect me...to just be okay with it!"
bookbeltof_love: (o rly???)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-15 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
She wanted desperately to tell him that, yes, she did expect him to be okay with that, but even to herself that sounded hollow. Nina did want him to care. She wanted him to keep caring, even when it was weird and inconvenient for her.

Nina took a deep breath.

“What if, like, when I’m off I contact you every three days?????????????????” she offered. “And, if, I know ahead of time if I can’t make contact on time, I’ll let you know???????????????? In return, though, if I don’t make a contact don’t freak out right away———-wait a day, sometimes things come up………………………”

She hesitated. “Would...... would that be better?????????????”
hashtag_chocobro: (arms crossed talking)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] hashtag_chocobro 2019-10-15 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"Even once a week would be nice," Prompto said, after a moment, after taking a deep breath himself and looking like he was about to object to something, but then he thought better of it and stopped himself. "And let us at least know where you're going...."

He looked like he might have wanted to say more there, but...he didn't. He stopped. He wanted to go on, but he knew it would just lead them around in circles, and that wouldn't do them any good. He already knew she'd object to him saying that then, at least, they could know where to start looking.
bookbeltof_love: (mistakes were made)

Re: Middle of the World City

[personal profile] bookbeltof_love 2019-10-15 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
They... they did have a tendency to argue in circles, it was true.

“But————,” Nina cut herself off before that objection got too far. Oh, but she hated it! “How about what world I’m going to?????????????????”

She didn’t like that either, but she was trying to compromise.